Didnt know what title to give this one, but the first few lines came to me as i was waiting by the traffic signal on my way home.

After a while u dont feel anything
understand 'nothing'
the sameness of nothingness
so omnipresent
so a way of life
to be hollow inside
the fulness of hollowness
engulfing,overpowering
always waiting to drown
you breathe nothing
no scent, no zest, no life
yet you exist
merely as a duty
merely as an obligation
to everyday,every person,everything
The joys and the sorrows of others
so same, yet so different
the sameness-the hollowness of it all
They speak never knowing
never knowing how much
it hurts
How much it does not affect
you bear it all
keep it inside
nurture it,protect it
yet you want to throw it
don't want to feel this
emptiness
So ugly, so faceless
So beautiful, so comforting
So loving, so caring
You want to love it
you want to leave it
Yet it sees you, kisses you,moves in and out of u
giving life
taking life
Nurturing
Destroying
This emptiness
This hollowness
This black hollowness
This insane nothingness